
The Binding of Isaac by Caravaggio
I felt inspired for the mid-week Lent service to delve into the nether-world of paradoxes and seemingly contradictory readings of scripture. I’ve been preaching this Lent on John for the Sunday services, and the appointed Epistle readings from the lectionary for Wednesdays. And maybe it’s a kick I’m on, I’m not sure, but I felt inspired to dig into the most dangerous, and often hated, passage in the Old Testament: The Aqedah, or, The Sacrifice of Isaac. Genesis 22 is not the Epistle; Romans 4:13-25 is. But, Paul, in Romans, is making reference to Genesis, and how the story of Abraham and Isaac demonstrates that one is made righteous through faith (and not through works).
But, I had to ask myself, what is the act of faith that God is asking Abraham to do? Kill his son? How’s that an act of faith? It looks, rather, like an act of destruction that would cause one to loose faith – unless that’s the point….
So here is is, the sermon text, with only minor edits, from Wednesday, March 7, 2012. The bullet point-intensive format works well for me for reading while preaching, even if it makes it a little harder to read.
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Tonight I’m going to take you down a little bit of a rabbit hole of thinking, where I will end up raising questions that only lead to more questions, that only lead to more questions…. and so on and so forth
- And even though I’m a pastor and I have this degree I’ll have to admit up front that I don’t have the final answer to this problem I run into when I approach the story of Abraham and Isaac
You know the basic story. God tells Abraham that he’s going to be the father of a great nation, with descendents as numerous as the stars .
- But he keeps getting older and older and doesn’t have any kids.
- So he starts wondering, “Is God really with me? Is God going to fulfill his promises?”
- I would guess that by the time he was 100, as the Bible says, and he still didn’t have a kid, that he would have started to do more than just doubt. – I probably would have started cursing God, or giving up on God entirely, or maybe a lot of people today would have just switched to a different religion or sect years ago, when it looked like we weren’t going to get what we were promised.
But Abraham didn’t give up, and eventually he and his wife Sarai (later called Sarah) have a son named Isaac.
Then God tells Abraham to go and kill the only son he has waited 100 years for as a sacrifice – like he was an animal.
- And Abraham just does it.
- He doesn’t argue.
- He doesn’t debate.
- He doesn’t try to find out all the possible legal loopholes or decide that he probably going to go to heaven anyways so why bother…
- He takes his son up the mountain, lays him on the altar and gets ready to kill him.
- Human sacrifice. Child sacrifice. All at God’s command.
Then, the story gets a happy ending, and the angel jumps in at the last second and says, “yeah, that’s good enough. You passed the test. God now declares you righteous.”
Or, literally, “it was reckoned to him as righteousness”
This is probably one of the most revolting passages in the Bible to most of us.
- Trying to reconcile a loving God who supposedly is trying to support things like family and community and faith and good works, with a God who tells you to destroy the very thing that is the evidence of your faith.
- God’s fulfilled his promise to Abraham, and now he’s telling him to destroy it (in addition to telling him to commit a heinous crime).
And then I try to get over the fact that Abraham could be considered good for being willing to do this, instead of telling God to take a hike, or calling into question God’s motives, or goodness, or whether it even was God talking, and not some other, darker force.
The whole things just stinks all over.
- At least there was a happy ending.
But that doesn’t leave me much comfort.
Being willing to kill your kid is and act of faith that makes you righteous?
There’s something twisted about the logic here.
And maybe that’s the point.
Was it a test to see if Abraham would still have faith even if God took away the thing he loved most, and the evidence that his faith worked?
If Abraham had succeeded, and God didn’t send the angel to do the last-minute rescue, then everything that God had promised would have come to an end.
You can get into a lot of what-if’s here. What if Abraham really knew the angel was coming? What if Abraham would have stopped the knife a little lower down? What if he would have missed? What if Abraham was testing God.
But underneath all that, which you can never know, is the utterly revolting idea to us that God would deliberately ask us to destroy the very thing that is the proof of our faith
- That God would tell anyone to do an act which would be a really good way to prompt someone to loose faith, and give up.
- That God would tell you to kill the thing that has been the evidence of your faithfulness in life – how stupid is that?
I thought God wanted people to have faith?
- I thought God wanted us to be happy?
- I thought God wanted me to have blessings, and get rewards for following him.
But now it seems that God wants us to kill the thing that most closely proves to us that God exists and loves us and keeps his promises.
It’s like God’s telling us to kill off our own faith.
That would be bad for business. If you can get people stuff as a reward for faith, or as an assurance of faith, or as a proof of faith, then you’ll get a lot more people.
If you tell them to kill off things that are valuable to them, with no foreseeable replacement in sight, you’re going to have empty pews.
I’ve heard the question asked in other ways, the whole “would I believe if bad things happened to me, and God didn’t just give me all good things.”
It’s what Satan asks God about Job – “Sure, Job loves you because you give him everything he wants, but if you take away everything he holds dear, he’ll curse you”
And it takes a few chapters, but Job almost does, until God swoops in at the last minute.
But what’s really disturbing about Abraham and Isaac is that Abraham is told to do the destroying himself.
It doesn’t happen to him, he’s told to do it himself.
This is where you really start to wonder what’s going on?
Does God want Abraham to destroy his faith?
Or, if I ask the question of myself, and take this story as some sort of a general parable with a lesson for my life today, “Does God want me to destroy what is most important in my faith? And if I’m willing to destroy my faith, will that make me righteous?”
If I answer that question at face value, then I’m left having to say “yes”. God wants me to take what is most important in my faith, the things of my faith life that most connect me to God, that most reassure me and comfort me and remind me of God’s blessings, and take all those things and take out a big knife and hack them to bits?
Or, does God at least want me to be willing to?
But, what’s the point then?
Why worship a God who wants you to destroy your faith and give up your blessings for him, without making a promise to replace them?
- which God doesn’t give Abraham. He doesn’t say, “wack Isaak and I’ll give you another” – there’s just that same original promise of having lots of descendents
- So Abraham has to trust that God’s going to figure something out, but I’m sure I would have wondered at the point of almost killing my son if God’s promise was metaphorical or spiritual or something like that, since I would be over 100, and running out of patience.
- And if it was just metaphorical, that I’d be the father of the nations “in spirit” then I’d ask “why bother?”
But maybe that’s the point. That loving God is not about getting things – anything – not even the comfort and reassurance of faith
- Not even the reassurance of a loving God who always is looking out for your best interests
- Not even the knowledge that “it’s all going to work out in the end”
- Not even the guarantee that it’s a cause that’s worth it.
- Not even for anything.
Maybe God is showing Abraham that loving God is about just that – loving God – nothing else.
- That as soon as love has a reason, an ulterior motive, an agenda, a personal reward, then it isn’t love, and it isn’t faith, it’s just me doing something to get something.
- So we should love God for nothing.
- No, wait, Abraham was made righteous not just for nothing, but the opposite of nothing – for evil.
- He loved God and obeyed God even when he was told to do something evil and criminal.
- And doing something criminal made him righteous?
Paul says in Romans, that Abraham is the model of faith……
Romans 4:3-5 3 For what does the scripture say? “Abraham believed God, and it was reckoned to him as righteousness.” 4 Now to one who works, wages are not reckoned as a gift but as something due. 5 But to one who without works trusts him who justifies the ungodly, such faith is reckoned as righteousness.
The ungodly?
Is Paul saying that the great Father Abraham could have been ungodly? His act was evil.
- Or is he just talking about the rest of us who do evil things?
Or is he talking about God being so loving that he justifies those who are so faithful they will destroy the faith?
Ouch, my head hurts.
Examining one’s self for mixed motives is one of the keys to living an honest and authentic existence.
- We all agree that loving to get something isn’t loving, it’s gold-digging or co-dependency or something
- But loving to not get, but to actively hurt, what do you call that?
What do you call it when you love and trust God even when there is not just nothing left, but a downright evil-looking God left?
What do you call it when you trust a God who not only gives you nothing, but tells you to destroy good things that are meaningful to you?
For Abraham, it was called “righteousness”.